best friend
Best friend?Ano ba ang meaning ng "best friend"? Siya ba yung taong laging nandyan kapag kelangan mo? tuwing may problema ka, sya ang kasama mo? Or yung taong tumatawa kapag tumatawa ka at umiiyak kapag umiiyak ka? Hay. Dameng taong ganyan saken. Ibig sabihin ba nun, best friend ko silang lahat? Ano ba kasi ang best friend? Di ko talaga maintindihan.lalo akong naguluhan sa meaning nun, simula nung nagkaroon ako ng "best friend". Pano ko ba sya naconsider as one? Pano ko nga ba nakilala un? Hmmm... Common friends?.. ganto un. Clasmeyt nya sa FEU yung barkada ko. One time, they had their practice sa house ng barkada ko. I met him there kasi andun ako that time. So una, dedmahan lng, coz my first impression on him? Sows.. mayabang, parang feeling pogi, at tsaka mejo.. papansin. Hahaha.. anyways, he got my number kasi kinulet ako ng clasmeyt nya, so ayun na nga, nasa kanya na ung number ko, and nasaken na ren ang number nya, coz his clasmeyt saved his number on my fone. After their practice, they went home, so hinated namen sila ng barkada ko sa sakayan. Papampam nga sya nun eh.. nasa kabilang kanto na sya and then he shouted "Yao, babye! Yao! Yao!" while waving his hand at me. So what I did, I wave my hand also. Tapos he still shouted my surname, so I just ignored him kasi nakakahiya na! hahaha…After ng ilang days, mei nagtxt saken, lumabas ung name nya, Mark Bathan. Nagulat ako, sabe ko , sinu toh? Bago sa fonebook ko? Hahah.. Naalala ko bigla, sinave nga pla ni Jalle ung number nya. So ayun, txt txt.. hnd pa uso ang sun cellular 24/7 nun, so mejo minsan lng kame magkatext. So un na nga, naging close kame. I even invited him on my debut, hindi nga lng sya pumunta kasi nahiya, haha, hindi kasi pumunta si Bau and Jalle. So ayun, mga November or December yata nauso ung 24/7 diba? So nag iba na sya ng number, hnd ko na sya nakakatext, kasi Smart pa ren ang gamet ko nun. Eh nung nagJanuary na, my sister decided to buy us Sun Cell simcards, so ang nanyare, nagkaroon ako ng sun na sim! Hahaha. But I didn't know what his number was. Nagulat nlng ako, mei tumatawag sa cell ko na hindi ko kilala, so when I answered, it was him, Mark. So ayun, kwentuhan kame coz it was almost 3 months after we last talked to each other. So ayun na nga, every night, we talked over the fone, we became very close. I used to call him "ungas" pero parang mapanget. I don't know why we decided to call each other "bessy", short term for best friend. So ayun, sabe ko sa sarili ko, eto ba talaga ang best friend? Every morning, I wake him up coz my classes start at 7am and his classes start at 9am. Depende un, minsan kasi 7:30am den ang class nya, so when I wake up in the morning, I also wake him up. Tapos when I’m in class, we text each other very often, before I go home, before he eats, after I got home, after he goes home, before I eat my dinner, before he eats his dinner, basta. In short, it's like, 24 hrs a day, 7 days a week! Hahaha ang corny ko. Ayun. But you know what, sobrang weird, coz I was never treated the way he treated me. I can't explain it, basta. Sometimes when we talked over the fone, we had these conversations about girlfriends and boyfriends. He even told me that, parang kame na hindi. I really don't know. Naguluhan ako ng sobra sa kanya. I just wanted a best friend, but our relationship came up to be an MU, or whatever. *argh*. Anyway, to make this long, stupid story short, we ended up being just normal friends. Well, it's my fault. Coz I made a stupid mistake of falling in love with him. He made me. I was really happy because I met him, but I was also hurt. I never wanted to fall for him, but I just did. I thought we'll end up being best friends forever, but his not my best friend anymore. Well, I never really found out what's the real meaning of best friend. Siguro, his not the one who will make me understand what is it all about...
posted by Joanne @ 1:56 PM
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