Smile =)
everytime i smile people understand it as being happy. many things make me happy. My family with me, having thoughtful friends, and nice people around me. but then, i often choose to pretend i'm happy so that i don't have to explain myself to people who will never really understand. I think that's the reason why smiling has always been easier for me than explaining why i'm sad...
when my eyes don't mist, it doesn't mean my heart does not cry.. when i come out strong it doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.. when i smile it doesn't mean that i'm happy. it's just that i don't want to show i'm weak and i can't do anything about a certain problem.
sometimes i wanted people to help me, but then some of them judge me even without knowing the real me.. that's why i just smile so that they don't have to say something bad about me.. i'm often hurt by people whom i really love the most. i admire them even if they do that to me.. i'm ok. i understand them, i love them that's why i accept them. i don't want them to see me crying.. i'll smile. i'll smile even if i'm hurt deep inside, i'll smile even if i want to break down and cry. i'll smile because that's what i want to do.
posted by Joanne @ 12:30 AM
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