Thursday, July 13, 2006

Alone...

A dry breeze is blowing
The city is getting cold
I wonder how many seasons have passed
without even a sound?


All of the people coming and going
bear heavy burdens,
searching for tomorrow
within the heat haze wavering in the distance.


Feelings like sand
falling through my hands...
Back then, the words that pierced my heart
suddenly started to throb with pain, but...


I've searched for pieces of myself,
counting the endless nights all the while.
These feelings are becoming so certain
I almost lose myself.
Right now, without fail, I will walk forward, however far.


I wonder, why is the sky
so vast?
Even though I tried to yell, my voice didn't come
and the tears poured out.


I wonder where the birds are flying off to,
as they freely slice through the wind?
One can't return to the same place
as it once was in days gone by.


Even if I give up my dream like this,
I won't suppress my soaring heartbeat.
Someday, I want to reach
as high as the clouds.
I'll spread wide the wings in my heart and journey once again


I will reach it, without fail.

I've searched for pieces of myself,
counting the endless nights all the while.
These feelings are becoming so certain
I almost lose myself.
Right now, without fail, I will walk forward, however far.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

My life..

im so confused right now. why do I choose to live my life this way? so miserable right now.. I'm in a quandary.. do I have to be treated this way? so good that it feels bad, so happy that it feels sad. so different, its just soooo weird. Its a mess. my life that is.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

My BestBuds in School!

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Finding a perfect friend is really impossible. i think there is no such thing as a perfect friend. we may have our own standards in choosing who we want to be with.. but i think, if they come, they will come... I Love these Gurls! sooo much! (kahet na tinakpan ako ni des sa picture..)

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Dibale kita naman na ako dito eh.. *smile*

Lessons about love...

Some points that i have learned and realize during the retreat.

Its is in KNOWING that comes LOVING.. You can not love a person that you do not know. Well, true enough, coz how can you love a person without having a single idea on who he/she is? We can only say that we love this person if we have learned all the things about him/her. I don't believe there is "LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT." There's no such thing! How can you love a person whom you just met or saw a while ago? You think that's love?... I don't think so.

Love is not about FEELING... Its a DECISION to make...
Love is not stupid.
Love doesn't have to hurt to feel good!
Love is not selfish.
Love is DOING GOOD to others.

Ang torpeng babae, NAMAMATAYAN...
Ang torpeng lalake, NAMAMATAY!..

Hay.. LOVE talaga..