CONFESSIONS

Friday, January 18, 2008

Welcome 2008!

Awtz! Nice to be back after a year. I'll be updating my blog more often, maybe, if I'm not busy.

Happy New Year!

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

What to do?!..

Baket ba ganun? minsan nakakaines na am buhay.. sometimes when you find someone that makes you smile everyday, that can make you laugh when telling jokes, sing you songs that can make you happy, when you finally found someone that appreciates you and you appreciate also, bigla nlng sila mawawala sa buhay mo. Hay baket ba ganto ang life?
Minsan tuloy i just wished that i never met them. pero minsan hindi ren naman! kasi my life wouldn't be colorful during those days kung wala naman sila. ako pa naman ung taong madaling makaappreciate, even petty things that they do to me, basta napapatawa nila ako. Well, hindi naman siguro sa pangangarap, pero siguro natuwa ren naman sila sa pagdating ko mga buhay nila. i also made them smile. i'm proud to be one of their sister, mother daw, guide, friend.Soon, i will be leaving them. I really don't want to, but i have to! sempre! hahaha.. you don't get it right? sinu nga ba sinasabe ko dito? anu ba manyayare? haay.. sige na nga.. these guys, even if we just had a little time together, have been part of my life and without them, my college days would be "KULANG"...

Victor - Thanks! for making me laugh always, sa pagbisita mo sa office, sa pagtyaga mu sa pagtetext saken at sa pagsama sa videoke!
Papa Thorny - i appreciate really your "name calling" like ate, mama, basta. ung mga kalokohan mu. I wish you'd sings songs for me ulet, Tensionado! haha.
Anthony and Porto - Batman and RObin! daig nyo pa mga kaibigan ko sa araw araw nyo pagbisita saken sa office.. kahet spoilers nam buhay ko kaya sa naruto, i thank you for not spoiling my life by being good friends. Thanks!
Ira, Bea, Apol, Iea - I thank these girls for being so makulet and funny, parang mga "little joanne" 'tong mga to e, makukulet, masasayahen, palatawa, malilikot, tsaka bibbo! thanks for being nice girls.
Shem - i really don't know why napakalapit ng loob ko dito sa babaeng ito, parang little sister. I appreciate your being friendly and sister-like to me, ewan ko ba! haha..
Roy and Gino - kahet na pasaway kayo ng konti nung tour (konti lng naman), baet pa den kayo naman e, Roy alagaan si Bea! Gino salamat sa candy and sa pagiging makulet..
Class 1h3 na magiging 2h3 na - I'll miss your jolly class! i'd like to be with your class on your next tours, but i can't!huhuhu.. i wish you would not forget me as your tour escort, as your ate, as your friend. *sob*

I'LL REALLY MISS YOU GUYS!

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

hep hep hep!!

hoi excuse me, it's not over yet, Joanne! you still have 500 hours to finish in your OJT! hahaha.. GO JOANNE! AZA AZA FIGHTING!!! -CONSCIENCE ^_^

AT LONG LONG LAST!

Alas! Natapos na den ang paghihirap namen sa colehiyo.. Woohoo!! Sembreak na! and this will be the last sem break I will ever experience, kasi after nam next sem, wala nang break!! (un ay kung makahanap agad ako nam trabaho or kung makagraduate ako i wish!!)

pero mga tsong mga dude! for me this is the MOST TOXIC WITH EST AS IN MOST TOXICEST (gets ba?) semester ever!!! hindi naman siguro dahel lang sa graduating ako, but mga tsong grabe tlga itong semester na ito.. thesis, sales blitz, symposium, marketing chuvaness (o db puro TPM partida hindi pa dw kame papahirapan ng lagay n un! duh?!) lols. eh basta, my point is, kahet finals week na, ay sus! dame paden hahabulen na paperworks,(si sir G kasi!) projects, ch0rva! (jonna burce ako ba ito?), Well anyways, kahet na ito na ang pinakamahirap na semester, ito den naman ay ang piiiiiiinaka memorable na semester, bket nga ba?

Firstly, dahel nga ito na ang last semester namen sa skul, pwera nlng kung balak ko mag OJT sa AllPoints Travel Services oh diba parang nagaadvertise lng.. kasi naman noh, mamimiss ko naman for sure ang classroom, ang lobby, and ang manong guard na sobrang nakakaines ang tarush kasi! Second, kasi noh!!!! champion na sa cheering, hinakot pa lahat nam UAAP games like women's basketball, ahm, anu pb.. un lng pla alam ko! ahahah tsaka sempre, ang men's basketball!! waaaahh sobrang saya saya as in!!! this is so unforgetable tlaga.. biruen mu un? sa 4 years namen na pagstay sa UST, ngyong fourth year lng kame nakaranas ng champion sa UAAP!! watda.. weird naman syang bket ngyn lng huhuhu.. at infairness naman sa players nam UST, magagaleng tlg! cute pa ni Japs Cuan, at ni Tayloy, at ni Canlas! (khet na hnd ko lam names nila.. TO THINK?????) Third, dito sa semester na ito nasubukan ang pagkakaibigan nameng mga CLICK BARKADA!!! grabe, TO THINK?! 3years na kme magkakasama, tapos ung sa ika-4th and last year namen, dun pa nagkalabasan nang sama ng loob, parang hindi pa nga as in nagkalabasan e, nalabas lng at nabuko lng, hahaha sobrang memorable talaga, sa birthday pa ni toria nangyare un to think!!!! anyways, ang better part naman ng pagaaway namen ay natapos na (tapos na nga ba?) ang misunderstanding nameng magkakaibigan, un ay naayus na, at nalaman namen na kahet ganun ang manyare mahal pa ren naman ang isat isa.. huhuhu so mushy namen wahahaha.. lam nyo kasi, dun tlaga msusubukan ang tibay nang barkada, kung mei nagkasala man, marunong pa den magpatawad ang isa't isa, ganun kame kastrong! right guys? *nod*.. Lastly, sa semester na ito, dito! dito ako nagmature in terms of attitude towards people, sa issues about love and friendship. mas madali tlg mag move on pag nasasaktan! un iyon!!! woohoo! pero di nga seriously, nakilala ko na ang sarili ko, strong naman pala ko kahet papano, tsaka ayon sa MBTI test ko sa guidance, ako dw aw ESFJ!, E-Extraversion, S-Sensing, F-Feeling, and J-Judging. ako dw yan, kung anu man yan, aba! malay ko na dun! hahahahahahah..

OMG, mejo napahaba ata ang entry ko today ah? eh kasi naman hindi na ko masyado nakakapgonline den noh, kasalanan mu to Ma'am Cathy!!! kidding baka mabasa eh! hindi pa ko makagraduate neto.. *knock on wood*

Naku.. before i end, i just wanna greet my father..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!! Love You!! *mwah*

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

I wish..

I wish I never met someone like HIM.. that guy.. who took my heart away but never gave it back, instead, crushed it, and left me behind..

I wish I was sick at the time we went to my friend's house.. so that we were not able see each other and talk to each other and know each other...

I wish he was not there to comfort me when I need somebody.. not there to take care of me when I need somebody.. not there to help me when I need somebody..

I wish.. he was not that "somebody"..

but then again.. I wish.. he is beside me.. and not beside somebody else...

*sigh*... how i really wish...

Sunday, September 17, 2006

One step at a time..

diba nakakapagod bumaba nang hagdan? sempre naman mas nakakapagod yata ang umakyat..

diba nakakapagod ang maglakad nang sobrang malayo? sempre naman mas nakakapagod yata kung tatakbuhin mo pa yun.. Life's so tiring nowadays. Many are having a hard time to live their lives. eh baket nga ba? it feels like an hour when its just a minute.. you feel like you want to give up on things that you can't hold on any longer. How is it possible to not let go when the person you're holding on doesn't want to hold on? diba parang napaka saket naman nun? you're trying your best to put things back the way they were, but it is not easy after all. "Kaya ko 'to"... "kakayanin ko"... "kinakaya ko pa"... and then you end up saying... "hindi ko na kaya...". We say to ourselves that we're ok, but deep inside our hearts, we're bleeding to death. What should I do? Ano ba ang tama? ano ba ang dapat? So many questions, but the answers are so few.. parang kanta lng db.. pero hnd ung kasunod na lyrics ang isusulat ko dito.. Moving on is not really an easy thing to do, you'll have to enter this dark chamber wherein there are many trials that you may encounter, like booby traps, falling arrows, stone walls that move, and other painful things like that. but you know what? we just have to accept things, marame naman paraan e. concentrate muna and do a thinking, how will I forget all of these problems in my life? pagkatapos nun, just focus on other things that may lead you to know yourself, and other people around you and may mold you into a better person. pero we should do this one step at a time. wag tayong magmadali, its harder if we rush things, hindi magiging ganun kaganda ung product kapag minamadali e. parang sa hagdan, we should take the steps slowly so that we will not miss the experiences that we may come across in life. And so if we slow down, we may be able to see other people, meet other people, and walk together with that people, making it easier for us to walk, and maybe, we may be able to run. who knows? Only God knows. we just have to believe in Him. Be strong, coz life's not exciting and meaningful without problems! Let's walk until the end of this journey called Life! Fighting!

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Happiness?

Sometimes you thought happiness will never come to an end but you'll never really know. Sabe nga nila, the absolute last end is Happiness, ibig sabihin ba nun wala nang pagkatapos nang happiness na un? hahah sempre meron noh. every end comes new beginning. Oh anu to? lecture sa Professional Deonthology? wahahah hindi noh. Wish ko lng kasi i will also achieve happiness in my life, it so hard to live a life full of sorrow and pain. What can make me happy? my family, kung di kame nagkakaron ng fights.. my friends, kung lage lng sila nandyan saken pero minsan hindi e.. hmmm.. cguro boylet noh? hahaha kidding. Boys just give me heartaches and headaches.. hindi sila ang solution in achieving happiness in life.. maybe after graduation, if i can find a nice job and then earn a lot of money... i will surely be happy! haha.. kidding aside, i should just live my life to the fullest. kahet na laging sad, ok lng yan, cguro i will find myself in a nice position in the future, (oie anu iniisip mo jan ha?) but for now, eto muna ko, papetix petix na lng.. masaya naman ang gantong buhay diba? basta hindi lang ako masasaktan and luluha, wahaha.. Did i made any sense here? haaayyyy buhay! *sigh*